to here know when
james aire
voices
turbulent
hiss
forest
spirits
chant
distant earthshine
casts across
spring showers moon
little one
pisces child crests
open eyes
whisps joyous season
here opens
this chance
lotus flower
dance swirls rush teeming
voices sing
rusk laugh shout
if you
wish to dance you must lift your feet
off this ground ....... offf off up & away... put down that
shovel...
do not get sucked in seduced
by candy coated mystery...
this lying clown burps
out love... that right hand stabs your sacred heart... this left hand knows not
what... she says to me not to be seduced... & i say it to you... yet, now
you are here... you waited in line from that eventful bog moonrise steams
primordial soupkitchen... so now your on
this ride.... get ready to get off at your end... enjoy this ride.... you will
get no other... its goinna happen... this opening closes with you... as far as
is seen known etc.etc... anything else demands this sacrifice, my lucre lies
elsewhere...
whirl frenetic leaves
dance
quiver frigid
lash winds brush
strokes choke release
void displace
opening light closing these eyes
opens these those these this
each opening erupts joyous swirls darkness
rhythmic
orientation contours grasp feel senses this these cascade
openings intimacies fall deeply within amidst these scintillate throbbing surge
streams
i see her sitting there with
her lacy legs cross slowly, quietly, intently devouring an ice cream
cone...
grip this face caress hands rubbing rustling frenzy feast shaking quivers
this this now you this
you right now
feel your body grasp your self this body rub your breast heal neck face
this wound dance across against around your calf you now this you right here
this one from all you cannot look away to that other
persists there over
that contour amidst this dwelling concentration confinement containment
captivity carceration consumed feel your self stroke suck drink eat lick your
self you this right now right here you......... eternity opens
voices from deep
in these woods call out for me to come follow them these choral vibrations
emanate from correlative bodies these call out to me call out streams erupting
amidst terranean dances
it would seem that
every past slowly fades it is rubbed out away through displacing insertions
winding down along there branch out retreat assert alongside over across these
things this presence deems itself that which is new
current ongoing happening
concern immersions closing in on that which can be will be must be
black screen there for me
abyss of night talk death
sensuality fucking eating swallowing tasting this sun comes up drift black
clouds grasp dance across throat decays lizard slivers vomits spits across lacerations
sit waiting for this sun we sit you sit i sit waiting just me perhaps waiting
waiting waiting for this sun mad weird impish perverse evil frightening
molesting this sours distorted shattered twisted gaze penetrates amidst foul
air fractured trust doubt even this morning sunrise
this blasts out torn bleeding
mesentary
convulsions
reverberating surges forth feels discordant explosion implodes containment
field disciplinary orchestration effects across intimate happenings these voices
thrust their force gripping me to succomb this inexorable rhythm these
seductive caresses unfold these contours instantiate this through sheer
presence there here all around everywhere
vortex of
dissolution ... reach amidst free fall
orientation... gray webs
silk where once there was magic
you this one there here in this dwelling
display mingle among decaying rotten excremental inexorability
destiny sings out
her mysterious reverberating song this weaving waving dream speaks laughing as
it is all falling right into place
these others those
others assertions rub themselves away out erased specifiable strand this
shattered fabric remain here breathing yet alive here project out this dancing
joyous horizon possibility this seductive enthralls web gyrates through
interspersed [actuality]
she speaks of
that which comes this which must come to pass she tells me that the god
will rise with the morning its power standing exhibited vindicated
displayed commences its triumphal recurrence disciplination ceaseless eruption
these snarl dogs vermin heat wells betwixt body perishes within shatters apart
away alongside apprehension disperses hold grasp feeling away descend slide
confusion wanders restlessness stands forever inexorably this case falls this
sameness proliferates lashing your throat with each breath
she gently rubs her lips
with her fingers she casts her gaze over outside across this expanse her eyes
flicker to this ground witnesses nothing
this point in which a text
breaks down... this point at which an aesthetic system displays this
impossibility of a system... at this point... opening... life... ineffability
of death...... tears, shock, horror, frenzy... joy... laughter... --= need to get more on monday as that
is this recurrent day of menial reward growing it long it tends to do this
anyway
there shall be no
manipulation this eruption must suffice amidst its implicative happening
bestows this inexpressible event matrix body body body body body here
there attempt, if you will,
execute take from this air across this ever so subtle gradient fractures
pressurize dispersing fluid
your
most intimate concern this present sending amidst these those happenings
can i even ask this
his chief wife matra breach transfer passion play wisdom these senses
plot mystery ingenious eaten by this fish magical spells goat three stringed
implement constipation oblivion friends fragrant woods mass produced
commodities mythos ritual praxis phusis two too many ways of saying this same
thing rests from life sandy cliffs two dimensions rising erupting beyond this
scintillating green shaking this systrum question is it even a question now
that it-- ..... talk talk talk talk talk
talk talk talk talk talk .... wanting only this gift all want what wants now
this dawning aquaous sending
she whispers near ears aurora sending across this supple flux
her eyes smile
exploding into many suns
humid air destroys cassette tapes... once upon a time there was a young
beautiful maiden who lived nearby in what looked like from my speeding car a
condo lot she was very very lovely her teeth gleeming with a new & improved
shining gleemy gleemy shout her long thin fragile body clothed in these very
stylish yet climatically inappropriate attires stands there beckons with her
touch this gentle display of care intimate surrender she guides this large
black dog attentive goddess dances joyous gyration there here
i wish she would shit &
piss in my face...
if i am to be
alone... let it be radicly alone...
i can barely stay awake
i wish to communicate this this feeling which seeks me
to succumb renders me
inoperative slowly [inexorably]
this heaviest weight comes
back it comes back to me wells surges within this visceral space it explodes it
takes hold of this all of it here it is it it is this surge all
this word is death
it is a word death it is there
out there within here
near uncertain distance
all other things there
around without purpose with "(out)" r
egularity certainty
inexorabiluity
inevitabiluity death remaining aware ineffable presence standing with ominous expanse
indeterminant seeming necessity
holding staying sway
there ., greater force remaining
[already forgetting this word] congruent that it persists as sameness change as
such not there is no necesssity death
it is
just the case/]] jjust just the way it
is this way in fact it is as it is
this case
is it at all?
is death necessary
beckoning this one towards absence closing all each opening all dispersing
casting about across shattering winds?
what is it? or is this form
of question irrelevant
if one
asks which one
this has
already given away this stone
merely this defilement of
exclusivity
references may
provide these tracks amidst this ceaseless voidal absurd dream infested seeping
non-satiation this all this all
this seizing hold of
first
this dung beetle contemplative
scarab displaying its precise nomenclatural happening
each of us each one this
one that one dies
.... how fucking exciting billy jams heroin coated
suppositories up his grandmother's ass poor boy
sudden smell of clove
infiltrates here in this receptical
i am going to let it kill itself in a way to allow it it to abate this
threatening surge of hysterical scurrying huridly towards this anecdote
provided to it through grace of willing surging fractural display a
necessary inevitable inexorable a priori occurence event happening
demanding '"{nature}"' life itself our deaths my death yours his hers a death
if you
understand that anymore if you ever did
it is dead now it sets
there i do not have the capacity to very verify that it is in fact dead but it
looks dead i wonder if wine has an anesthetic effect on the physiology of this
thing lying there with its face douced in this red alcoholic pussle puddle
if on the other hand it
is not necessary
what would
this latter imply
some times it is a gift
to be underestimated
wanting that gift this
persisting current here nowwriting does not allow me to forget this It
mmmmmmmm
this scribe sings out across expanse
over to these
sheltered ones
each lying hiding
whirling amidst its tomb
come out come out shine
upon this space sing your song
murky it arose
stench dripping shatter corpse
come out falling apart
speaking thus to these faithful:
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriver of Hapi, vital health, swells breasts,
swing, belly bulge, vessels handheld bestow forth this libfinite opening you
sit hold this read readation, inundation feeds this land from its watery abyss,
gives birth to paradise, this upsurge betwixt blazen abandon
Seth, Lord of the South,
darkens eclipse, summer winds caress, mocks triumphant teeming falcon, once you
were both brought together, always together, always apart, sprinkle your ewer
waters upon this incipient infant god, this heir of eternity, Lord of the
Send
discordant calls, wicked devils, shake your systeven Its universal erases
amidst this windrum, insurgency gathers, resist this Lord of millions of years,
this eternity, these days, redemption, attack these gates, stands fast this god
Horus defends keeps safe this realm pushing back shock onslaughts via all every
directions, the center of this earth
O evil one, Lord of
Avaris, your Tanitic arm, and Sebek, guide your servant, this god Hemen, kiss
gently Anta, your ravage, treasonous consort, rain falls amidst penetrates sun
rays whisper happy love your oasis Dakhleh Ta-shema your disintegrate opening
supplants that Lord of the Two Crowns!!!dance here this space betwixt two
horizons
Of
this Heseb Bull amidst this Lower Kingdom, your Sceptre name sings in this
South, this Upper Kingdom, your life prime, four feet muzzle curve long ears
square tail upright elegant attire headdress splendor, erupt this fleece
paroxysm breaks up tetrahedron surveils Amun stands atop vulture hovers exalts
Foul bellows torrent dispute betwixt these compthis happens here this
oblivion casts awayanions, brothers, Thoth comes to this land of the middle, a
ferocious bird commences with his servant, harpooner, priest of Edfu, hurls his
rod at the quarrelsome one, unveils this dissimulation masking duplicity, a
wallowing beast lulls these to sleep obscure
Light penetrate seeks surmounting restoration amidst this somber
villainy heinous murder patricide spills this royal blood defiles body sacred
transgression evil demons exhale steam blood casts shadnothing sits there
writes records anythingow across this Western clears this gold depthless mask
Isis with vision divine opens aqueous hidden flow, stern wooden shelter
seeks prays for breath, new life, resurrection, his bloodless body hungers,
awakens from this bark sheltered tomb, inspires her soul, cheeks bellow
Deny redemption
returns this fugitive son shatters paternal corpse scatters amidst land of
darkness these fourteen pieces dismemberment entombing this one Osiris usurp
eternity pestilent murky everlastingness hope conjures pardox unknown invisible
revealsdespoils torture undying death
Gathers she assembles all sword
ingest hand setting on lifeless shoulder smiles sky emergent intercede divinity
deathborn Horus loyal son brother Isis conceives engenders Nephthys issues
challenge launches assault this idiot laughs belches yell out where can i find
some pussy this sublime darkly man
whispers look in that mirror avenges father coming forth by day eventful
nightly trial chaos bubbles steams cracking surface
Amun nourishes this Horus amidst suspensmaster rams hot poker up ass
slave smileseful battle Falcon emerges triumphant this blood red morning ashen glow lays gently
across this infant blanket surge birds flows fly forth labours Nut announces
bestows this triumph as this blue child ascends resurrection reborn purifies
this pink rising sun Osiris
Fleeting tenuous victory again darkness descends engulfs swallows this
blinding orb Seth shoots arrows bolts hurl foul emanations stand undaunted
laden this gift his thunderbolt frightful across sky men women children fear
him sufferenvisions alterity this instant looks away this dark everlasting
incestuous battle shadow pale brief this hope morning relief stills heart
O children of
these vanquished, you shall rise again scatter erase this domain exude violence
shatter holy temples remove breath from animals sacred hardship arms unity
dissemble casting blistering knives at gods fulfill prophesy bestow pretext
this idol smiles
Nut breathes release
coalesce flesh gathers bone limbs, vaporize thisnever doing alterity just
fantasizing this disintegrator, this war of the Unclean, Rise up O feeble one!
Shine this mystery Resurrection, this daybreak festival enshrines this
sarcophagus Osiris set up these columns build this shelter repose, O this house
of Eternity!
Entangle
Typhon persecute disperse evil one crush his moment make an end to failings
remove defects savor this abundant necter behind this shrine, cry out in
tearful joy, proclaim this eternal victory, these children of impotent revolt
shall never again arise, commejust because these fit doesn't signal shitnce
this festival shining dance beckon whispers
Your tears O children
silent fall upon no ears this eagle establishes his throne, your barren revolt,
pale simulate attack wretched defile casts excrement upon mere image of
eternity this day face of Horus, he, carry these testicles, sees concealed
things this season of fire & night flaming strife everlasting
Seth, Lord of Terror, collaboratosplatters faces just take miss this
chancer with these designs of Light against these his own, his children,
sacrifices these, O traitorous storm fire blitz sky, O virulent punisher of
vice, make ready this chopping block, these slaughterhouses, savor entrails,
you devourer of mutilated things, guardian of darkness living in light
O Children
your revolt wallows, you believe fictions transfix image hypnotic your enemy
opposites reinforce opposites defile this attack harbors implicit affirmation
of your target, what you sought to destroy brings only the satraverse mazes
dance disciplines It scoresme, this god of two faces, laughs, plays you off
each against this other, a cat plays prey, this silver cord ties it together
unseen
O Children of Seth, this
illusory hostility betwixt light & darkness seduces your gift entrap
adverse triumph victory clears nearness absorption stars never set dance amidst
this temple of sand, if one does not believe, one does not defile, attain
perspective, you, your god, displace, erase annihilation
orchestrates sanctity causes these to obey
Two
lands secure union inscribe anonymy sings forever ever evaporates anxious
suspense fractures morning before dawn sun always dost shines still heart
feather redeems all, eradicates this festival of fiends, happy victory, witness
Seth beyond Acheron, silence silencer of mouths, smell fragrance, live joy!
O decadent children,
seduced via churning false belief, you shall never rise up again this day this
night thrust together marriage shadow light ensues artful separasingular gaze
this dance this chance openstion guise earth becomes light one virtual purity
this evil one shelters still imprisons things, turns up earth in your blood,
you migrate bestial, fiend, impish dissimulator, perverse light, O eternity, O
Egypt!
. how did
you like that one?
was it interesting useful for you was it incriminating for me
are you watching me? why are
you watching me? why do you continue to read if you wish to respect my sacred
privacy? Please stop, cease, desist, set
this book down,
better yet, burn it!read this novel testament banal literature
please............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
tension this bow harbours vast possibility
j
this clown druels its vermin lust punishes
ust another
lie just like all
these
other lies
vomit streaming
supple strange music perfumes songs dances
out
this
only
mouth
this only mouth
that counts this hungry mouth
sucking power games mind control brainwash heavens
]b bitint biting
on ears
gnawing coercing]
saturatingt
stimul;ating occuop occupy9ing
occupying your
head..................this mouth
you?????????????????terrorist priests prefer tragedy to comedy???
real thing
i meow at this one
walking by it stops turns its head listens for my next meow but after this it
walks away in seeming indifference as if it knows i am
simply wasting its precious time
its only time now
think devoid through
net categorical finitizing
accepting
death (forgetting again)
given a priori
corn cob banal chair
druels: history a slaughterbench
truth if there is no
belief this is no seduction
sucking blood from dead
corpse whispers her hunger
it
is to
she
leaves tomorrow i may never see her again yet possibility dances this eruption
this joyous caress must not come to an end this dancing flux of chance is not
entirely out of these hands or if it is may it shower gifts of delightful
surprise it is not entirely out of my haenter holy of holies laugh laugh
laughnds or hers this caress this joy must not come to an end must not close
off
obliterate this
future cultivate possibility discordant style conflict explosion incessantly
shown those things no one reeally does anyway since it is all a script designed
to enslave actors & spectators alike this dreadful implosion into this
utter sameness enforces this separation continuous flow operation displays
those faces which look so familar so much like you & me only to seduce
crush destroy
my your one & only chance
to live this opening happens
cult of youth qua engulfing
suffocating vortex containment
listen to this shining sensual flickering light
shocking eyes assertion rabid
image foams spits up its undigested food into your lap all over your brand new
ultra fashionable attire ... only yesterday trash street garb
if she does not reach out
amidst this last time of opening it would be one time which this type of
assertion would not be missed
yet this is not
fathomed as this will break this thread this opening of chaotic discordthis
which is here there everywhere without relief
this feeling this
web of tentacles once again descends amidst indeterminacy
yet it does
not matter anyway in the least since these feelings are only determined by
these special circumstances & will depart with a suitable absence
it is so
strange how this rhythmic dance can transfigure from this to that
nothing is over
until it is thoroughly eradicated
each thrives recurs eruption
amorphous scintillations these paths this darkest night of blind passionate
light
it is only this way
it is that way it is that that over there here this special web cracked to the
core with no center but that which is movement amidst proximate surge at first drinking this bestows nausea but
after a few doses it no longer makes ill as it numbs all of these primary
defense loci out of control... blood sport semen goddess dance...
see
this
death as
a problem
a problem you say
what sort of problem is this that all around
how could one be
so audacious idiotic foolish idealisticly insane as to challenge this certainty
of death
it is
everywhere these gods are laughing amidst this nebulous fractured dance this
their sublime
performance merce cunningham life forms enter exit
he was a he
wished to bring to presence his most initmate desires fantasies
but what about these
gods? don't these die?
this woman wears
this black dress approaches, asks quietly, when does a god die, where is this
line, & what becomes of this god once it is dead? what is this death? death? death?
everything was accomplished
except this joyous abandon
a small child approaches this
gathering, sets eyes down in modesty, assures, encourages these each their face
eyes focus intently upon this little one, he begins, stutters, asks, could a
dead god come back to life?
could this kind of death turn
amidst life, is this part of this dice roll?
they are so insideously shallow with dollar signs in their vacant eyes
joy she breathes closing eyes opening these slowly pales dark receptacles
geometric tricks lick you you you until this wake of dawn please wipe yourself
properly before you confront this world this is my only advice please
listen....
even this machine
is effected by this suffocating humid hell his hair slicks back with his wince
smile so sublime what a joy i love his no name face i will listen to it again
for it pleases me so that is what he thought when he said thought on this
outside.... it feels too good on this throat to give it up... this woman in this black dress pursues her
questions further, what is this difference between a death of a god, and that
of a singular homo terra? what does
death mean for that which has no body?
in which ways does a god die?
and, what is done once this god has died? is there some type of funerary practise
associated with this event? what is a
god anyway? is such a thing even
conceivable, really? what an utterly
strange thought to think!
he makes this sign of satan
with both his hands this horned square snouted fanged face grunting out primal
groaning moan with his tongue extended hanging down protrusion of slashing
saliva drenched dripping saber lashing out this groan until the cops come tell
him to shut his fuckin' mouth people are trying to sleep have to get up in the
morning...
a mad mortician begins
ranting hysterically about this corpse this dead body which must be hygienicly
eradicated for this sake of terrestrial viability cleansing sanitizing this
space mopping up death enacting western death ritual land evening display corpse before death
clean body suitably decorate body
display corpse spectators bereave
bring forth best face
remember
fine respect beauty light
busily run to fro gather
together break apart
move about here there
get ready make ready perform dance death frenzy hysteria dance entombs insignificance non-existence
entangls matrix
infinite surface
irretrievable
origins
cling torn threads grasp hold seek way out look
beyond consoles nausea fear isolatese hopeless inevita encroach absence eclipse carry self beyond
realm absent death fiction
one dies death form liveg no experience death only ritual prepares this event dreads happen forestalls occurrence walk
path death towards death
live dead always
already dead
(be sure to wear clean
underware or none at all!!!)
body lies stiff
slant marble operates table
concentrations blood
pockets
crimson milk congeals posterior
back via gravity
lips crack open dry man wears apron approaches body hose trickles mild stream water
bluish-white
surface body
clean body purify body hose
set down man pick
up razor blade encases holder slashes right side neck body
inserts gloved fingers this hole
isolates juggler primary artery tie it off small length white string
slice opening down
along artery
fill up glass chamber green
agent cleanses
together small concentration embalms fluid formaldehyde preserves agent decomposition ensure annihilation
remains body corpse take hold
tube emanates machine houses glass chamber
insert nozzle tip hose slice
open artery tie off secure seal
tubes turn machine pump contents glass chamber body corpse hole artery
gash slash neck body expands cleanse agent intermix blood nitros conjoin blood protein fix blood
protein approach neck green fluid
fills body unties string withdraws nozzle tip hose absence constraint blood
cleanser formaldehyde-protein complexes pulsate streaming out next down grooves
slants marble table down
drain out city sewer matrix
mixing acids breaking formaldehyde blood protein
bond frees blood ice cream for rats & bacilli
approach
body corpse hose
cleanse remains blood hang
small drops
reinsert nozzle turn
machine fill body
preserve contains pink color
agent
shape body before
it becomes fixes position embalms fluid
laceration neck sewn thick thread
hair head body wet combs back
away face cleanse
body transfer gurney move finish room
makeup skin colors
powder place skin life like preserve cleanses coat silicon spray cast across
job there applies hair done
curl blown dry under drier
head body reclines chair
curlers hair
place table clothes put body
bras underware dresses pants picture supplies legal representatives allow some
approximation resemblance lip stick rouge body places coffin transport view
room sterile space walls cover
flowers eerie organ music drones above people standing looking dead body
comment how good it lookks
it is clean pure its blood
flows amidst this sewer system
water proof tears slide off without
stains
ritual performs death
endure spiritualize
actualize perform
always prepare for death await
what will never come
she who waits death
ritual death blood sewers ruin precious open expanses land bodies dead raw material
bounty nature god's gift lucrative commodity dead body
vultures hover above watch
live bodies fall prey contagions release upon living living infects
they may be dead
dead bodies bought sold
the idiot rejoins: it is
phusis, it is life itself, it is this coming to be, ceasing to be, of all
things, all life opens, becomes, ceases to be, intersperses, disperses, cast
across vain winds throughout, amidst sending, this inexorable way our cross
[peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwww]
hey man what are
you????....!!!! .... the.. Pope....?/
most certainly not.,,...
but you say
it in your little words
words smell vomitous history you say cross without this banal laughter
you admit stink stenches your sinister christian self
abasing
draining viscous dirt gathering mucous
[individual] without an [individual]
you are so arrogant in
your presentation your own pretentious possibilities.... merely for you never
had any hope outside your fetish of death your morbid will to command clipping
wings turning laughter into sorrow joy into despair... just because you are
sick... this is not everything.... one need not be pretentious to wish to love
... to dance on a sunset... to live on this earth..... this only life .... this
only time....
your proclamations your regurgitated assertions your charges your
threats brutalscape this manifestation your own fear this fear which renders
you paralysed you slink along perpetuating your own ridiculous sickening lying
absurd existence
it
is simply impossible at this point to ever be totally honest with your self so
you go on lying & lying & lying to yourself..... you fool speaking of your assinine
shit... totally honest ... what does
that even mean.... brainchild wind race dick fuck mud moss trees whirls aside
toad dance rack climbs birds fly upside down bees hit the ground....
do not forget
everyone else even if you tell this truth
lies proliferate relentlessly hopeless truth depicted evil.... evil
whose evil whose evil i ask you ... one last time... tello me what the fuck you
mean.... do not assume that everyone unde4rstands you.,... that you are plainly
in sight... that all already know for you are held in such high esteem... you
don't command shit anymore.... don't assume that your right & wrong
traverse across space.... for many you are evil.... so get with the program...
get a clue you sickening blind parasite...... mutherfucker....
all this time saying doing
portraying exhibiting performing these correct things but never saying
anything
certainly never questioning
anything at all you never say anything at all you think i am relaying some kind of
wisdom?
it will probably eclipse
to this wind these legs wrap around each she discloses her practices in such a
matter of fact way what a relief that it does not matter at all will listen to
it again for it pleases me waiting for this rewind in buzzing silence hearing
this herd call of frat boys what a joy i hear this surge in music replicates
shatters my face ears that seventeen year old menopause victim lashes her
brainwashed terms in my face i could not breathe a more hideous death.... a
heart attack??? well if it comes i would not be very suprised.......
you cannot
that
is your downfall
you portray
vision profound escape
rambler besides
it is
only metaphor hairy very hairy nuns
so i
am an escapist
one who wishes to jump out of
these bounds of reality
i threw it off the balcony of
this house in order for it to be reunited physically with its site of emergence
a nostalgic sentimental mystic thought it must have been dead for it did not
drink much this access was gift