twisted traces corpses shout      shatters cranium convolute                
mass of flesh encases      sheath of bones                  
sutures mesentery            muscle cords                    
impulses shoot       across synapses     come back re-emerge 
          distort re-present               come back 
        uncertainty 
            lack of record         validation      manipulation 
               distortion                thread sways with                           
each greater power                        strongest wind 
                    inexorable currents 
mold              shape 
revise                              construct 
project              enforce 
indoctrinate                 contrive situations evoke 
pre-calculated thoughts respond 
          act                          behave 
               feel              face * body                                    
       hands hold tools employ assimilate 
        body into symphony of effects 
               erupt amidst this      conjures conductor 
                make each piece fit 
         a lacerated puzzle       vista
                              scenario 
         a play never written long ago 
                  for some other actor 
                            some other place amidst space                               
       look back wish it would all return 
          same motifs       shit in your face        keep your 
          body in line               same old song acts          
       incessant             perform in the play written long ago 
            ritual repeat over & over for all everyone                             
          eternal recurrence of monolithic slavish 
                 grovel fawn obedience 
          lay down this alibi for 
                extend intervene utter
             retention  restraint   sorrow is that tension 
            in your muscles              harden into anger toxic               
         pain of grief                    rigid     denial                         
                    desire punish explode
            the script is performed  it performs itself over 
                              & over 
                                       & over 
                                                 over 
                                     over 
                   over