the crunch of ice beneath our felt-lined boots is satisfactory as we waltz - the pitiless firmament above us within us a pitiful poverty of ethic and a plenitude of pepper vodka the neva is so lovely tonight we fall asleep in the snow "god, if there is a god, save our sould if we have souls" and dream of angels who do not help but laugh as we ascend a staircase baroque and decadent at the summit of which there is the reflection of possibility and an absence of light